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Ella;
21;
I am struggling to find my place in this world, one hopeless step after another;


Update

So that competition at the gym I applied for but didn’t think I would get chosen for, I got chosen for. One male and One female are picked to represent their gym against a few other gyms. It’s incredibly scary but so worth it. I found out tuesday, after putting my application in last friday. Since the application went in I have lost nearly 4 kilos. My neck is looking so much thinner and I am loving life. It’s alot of work and I feel like my body is going to give in but I just got to keep going. I love competition and I hate losing. Hit the anytime fitness cessnock facebook up if you want to see my progress. I really hope this works for me, the sad thing is, I only want to lose weight so I can get a boyfriend. :(   I am stupid sometimes. But so far I have been able to achieve a 3min 30sec wall squat, and 5min 50 sec plank, which made me feel so great that I set the bench mark against everyone, even the males. I have also fallen in love with Kettle Bell squats and crunches. Who am i?

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